sooo uhmm. yah.
i went COMPLETELY off of my diet.
here's the thing...
once i am on a diet
workout && suchh
for a while
then it becomes second nature...
but if i go off of it for like more than a week...
i am screwed.
annnnnd i haven't been strict about my diet nor
have i worked out in over 4mo.
sooo i get all excited and amped, ready to conquer
then i fail. && fail. && fail again.
until finally i get it right.
my new plan?
i just survived thanksgiving...
i will do my cleanse again
eat a super low cal diet
i believe in myself this time
because i am on break for 6 weeks...
nothing going on until jan 3rd.
&& i have some events marked on my calendar
that i want to look good for=]