.FAIL.

sooo uhmm. yah.
i went COMPLETELY off of my diet.
here's the thing...
once i am on a diet
&&
workout && suchh
for a while
then it becomes second nature...
but if i go off of it for like more than a week...
i am screwed.
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annnnnd i haven't been strict about my diet nor
have i worked out in over 4mo.
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blehhh.
sooo i get all excited and amped, ready to conquer
my weight....
then i fail. && fail. && fail again.
until finally i get it right.
so.
my new plan?
monday=]
i just survived thanksgiving...
i will do my cleanse again
&&
eat a super low cal diet
&&
workout.

i believe in myself this time
because i am on break for 6 weeks...
nothing going on until jan 3rd.
&& i have some events marked on my calendar
that i want to look good for=]
so?
GO ME.
i hope.

yahhh...